Changes.

Changes are one thing when you only have yourself to worry about. Change can stress you out, make you lose sleep, your appetite, and everything else...and again, that is just when it's a change in your own life. But, when you are going through change with FOUR different people, it's even more difficult. 

We have had a lot of change lately- well mainly new schools and new nannies...and it's a bit tough. While Davis loves his school- he's had a bit of a tough time and we've been getting a lot of communication from his teacher. And poor Holden is taking the adjustment of a non-Rachel nanny pretty tough too. We have a temp person staying with her this week, and she was there last week, and I would like to hire her full-time...but Holden is having a hard time warming up to her. I don't think it's her in particular- just someone new. However, we had a sitter come this weekend while Carrie was here- and it was a super familiar and GREAT sitter- and Holden wanted me to put her to bed the second she got to our house. So, I think it's just a lot of change for her. But it's heartbreaking. And the Davis thing is stressful. He has good days- but he's had some bad days too and I think it's time to go back to the doctor and see if there is anything we can do to help.

So, I'm tired. But I've had some good days too. Carrie came- which was so fun- and last week I presented to the entire marketing department- about 400 people- so that was exciting. 

This is kind of a stressful patch- but it will pass! Here is a picture of Carrie and I, on our date with Davis this weekend. I feel so thankful that she came! We had a blast.