Feeling sad

I don't think there is any other way to sum it up. Davis has been up on and off pretty much all night. I could hear him sobbing in his bed at midnight and it just makes me have a heavy heart. Makes me wonder if I am doing the right thing for him. And/but then I try to remember that I expected this and its totally normal. It will pass. Right?

And I try to remember real problems are like not being able to sleep because you don't know where your baby's next meal is coming from, or something. Not whether or not he will be happy tmw morning. But beyond being healthy, wondering if your child is happy feels pretty colossal.

So he can't sleep and neither can I. My heart is heavy but I am trying trying trying to keep perspective.